I have read somewhere that when you start to see the faults of you partner, you are likely to cheat. That is what i am seeing at this moment but i can't cheat and i won't but will i eventually? Or what i'm seeing are just what it is. FAULTS. She is not making me happy. I am easily pleased but she can't do it. What a sad life!

Guol si Amaruayang

It's 4:38AM and i am blue. I am always sad because of her. She is treating me like no one should be. I keep telling her i only wanted to be loved and cared for. Do i even have to ask for it? I think i need a break. I will soon. I am really really tired. I am useless in her life and she always sees to it that i feel it every single day.


Do you know what's hard? It is when you are with someone not capable of anything. Loving, caring and even respecting you as a person. I was hoping she can do better than with the kind of love she grew up with. I was hoping she will fill the holes herself but it is just ultimately impossible. #blueagain #3daystovalentine

Time check- 3:38AM Sunday morning. I haven't slept since Friday

night but here i am. Wide awake enjoying a Bollywood movie "Paa". Let's see if this movie can make me tearful in this very nice morning. Love love love. #iloveIndia #someonesponsorme