It's 4:38AM and i am blue. I am always sad because of her. She is treating me like no one should be. I keep telling her i only wanted to be loved and cared for. Do i even have to ask for it? I think i need a break. I will soon. I am really really tired. I am useless in her life and she always sees to it that i feel it every single day.
Do you know what's hard? It is when you are with someone not capable of anything. Loving, caring and even respecting you as a person. I was hoping she can do better than with the kind of love she grew up with. I was hoping she will fill the holes herself but it is just ultimately impossible. #blueagain #3daystovalentine
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